Black Water
I was making tea on the kitchen counter. I had boiled the water, prepared the bag and was reaching for the kettle when I saw a rat. As I jumped back my palm pressed the edge of the washing machine then skidded down the gap by the wall. Not pain, not alarm, but the thought that one rat might mean a dozen caused me to jerk my hand away from that dark crevice and look down. When I looked up again the rat was gone. My knuckles stung where they had been chafed by the rough plaster, but I took up the broom and instantly made a search of the room. I banged on cupboard doors, thrust the broomhead between the sides of the cooker and the refrigerator, always keeping my ears attuned to the telltale scuttle of claws on wood. Nothing. I then thought about making a thorough search of the house, for the kitchen door had been open at the time. Somehow, I knew it would be fruitless. Rats are skittish creatures at the best of times, fleeing at the first sign of discovery. Yet this particular rat had eyed me from but a few feet away (I could have reached out and touched it had I wished); it had eyed me with nothing more than a coldly resolute stare. It would eye me as such from any dark corner it chose. My thumping-gallumping attempts to unearth it had served to do nothing more than upset the neighbors, whom I now heard moving in the room below.
That night I had a dream: The kitchen floor had fallen in. Plaster filled the air, and the cupboards, cooker, and boiler were covered in white. I clung to the edge of the doorway, surveying all this in a sort of vertiginous horror. The floorboards and joists had sagged toward the darkness beneath, which the light still revealed in shifting shadows as it swung from the ceiling above. As I looked down, I noticed that one of the boards had not snapped, but extended willow-like to the bottom, where my eye was drawn to the pall of filthy black water that entirely flooded this basement chamber. The light had settled somewhat and I could now make out wriggling things in the water which I knew instinctively were rats. My first fear was that they would use the lone floorboard as a bridge, and so make their way to the room above; my second, that the kitchen would henceforth become like the room below, irredeemably filthy and polluted. Yet there was nothing I could do, for the board extended from the other side of the room, and I could not, nor would not, set a single foot into that room. Instead I watched the water intently, almost willing the rats away from it and praying that whatever forces keeping the wood from snapping would relinquish. But as is always the case with dreams (or nightmares rather) the very act of wishing for something is turned on its head. The board did not snap, one of the rats tugged itself horribly out of the water, and in that telepathic way they have, a hundred of his fellows joined him, a surging black mass of bodies. I slammed the door and awoke.
Since my dream (or dreams) I can no longer tolerate the sight of rats, as I can no longer tolerate anything that coexists with us in the darkness and filth of our most brightly lit places.