Remembering Your Face
I’ve forgotten what you looked like. I remember when we used to walk down the street in the evenings when the sun went down. The lights of the streets would just hit your face and it would glow reflecting my love for you. Those were good times. The streets were quiet, shops would start to close slowly and the crazies were just getting up. Of course, we’d be off the streets before the crazies got there. We weren’t into hanging around with the crazies because being crazy in love was enough for us. Your hair would whisper in the wind as it moved softly blocking your eyes and you would brush it away. Your hair was brown, I know that. I mean it still is though there are tinges of gray in it. Maybe the grayness came from me? I can’t believe I was all that trouble as we were married. And sure, eventually the sweet words from your sweet lips became sour. Not even lemonade. If they were bittersweet, I could live with those words. Just because I came home late, you said I was a cheater, being out with someone else. Who else wore lipstick but you?
You kept talking though and your voice increased in loudness. I couldn’t take it anymore. I remember telling you to shut up and wipe that smirk off your face. Of course you didn’t… so I had to wipe it for you. Goodness you looked at me with those ghastly eyes of horror that I had to cut those out as well. The blood from your nose just grossed me out that I had to get rid of that too.
I couldn’t just toss you in the garbage though. Those garbage guys might’ve suspected something. Having you in the kitchen was nice though, until those bugs started coming by, so I had to leave you in my closet. What I most regretted was that I had forgotten what you had looked like. So I went back into the closet to see, but your face was gone. I remember throwing that in the garbage. I should’ve kept it though. Just to remember you by.