Being Together
As Billy hobbled to the locked front door, his bowed legs trembled as if faltering under the weight of his massive chest and thick, stubby arms. He turned toward his parents, who watched television from the couch.
“Out. Billy wants go out.”
The blaring television drowned him out, however. Billy rattled the doorknob and stomped his feet.
“Billy wants go out, now!”
Marla, his mother, calmly laid her knitting in the basket. She slipped the thick needles into her apron pouch and glanced at her husband. “I believe it’s my turn, dear. You took him this morning, and I appreciated the extra hour of sleep.”
As she started toward the door, he returned to his paper. “Well, be careful. You know how on edge the town is after the recent killings. Are you certain you don’t want me to go?”
“No, I’ll be fine. I just always hoped to see the day when he could take a walk alone without our fearing something might happen.”
“I know, love. But you know how his brothers and sisters were.”
Billy tugged on her arm as she retrieved her coat from the closet.
Marla gave her husband an acquiescent nod. “I know, but I feel so guilty thinking of the alternatives. We were supposed to be a family and it just isn’t fair.”
She buttoned her coat and Billy clapped his gnarled hands, emitting a gleeful moan.
“Are you sure you can still handle him?”
She grabbed a lengthy leather leash from behind the door and attached it to Billy’s waist harness.
“Yes, he seems to be less intense when I’m with him.”
Billy hurried down the sidewalk, straining at the leash. His steamy breath rose into the crisp night air.
The deserted street lent a sense of comfort and she hoped for an uneventful night. Too often, Billy sensed a passerby’s discomfort, and controlling him became difficult.
Upon reaching the river, they followed a path along the swift moving water. Marla, used to his impetuous energy, yanked at the leash with her strong hands, slowing him down.
“Billy, don’t make Mommy be rough with the leash. Slow down, okay, baby?”
He uttered a guttural moan, and stopped on the stone levee. Marla draped her arm over his shoulder, and they watched the moonlight sparkle on the water.
Rapid footsteps suddenly echoed from the darkened river path. Billy tensed and spun around. Before Marla could react, he emitted a ferocious growl and pounced on a shadowy figure bounding out of the darkness.
Mustering all her strength she yanked at the harness, hollering, “Billy, no! You stay!”
After several violent headshakes, Billy released his jaws. The jogger lay in a pool of blood, his throat ripped open and lower extremities twitching involuntarily.
Tissue dangled from his teeth as Billy flashed a bloody smile. Tears streamed down Marla’s face. Although he seemed proud of protecting his mother, she knew it only meant he was hungry.
She led him down a set of steps to a boat dock. After securing the leash to a dock post, she removed a large handkerchief from her pocket and wet it in the river. She held his angular jaws in her hands, and wiped the blood from his face.
Contented, he smiled and sat with his legs dangling over the dock. Marla knelt behind him, kissing the back of his head as she reached into her apron.
“My poor Billy, I am so sorry for how you were born. Nevertheless, Daddy and I will always love you.”
He had been the youngest, and tonight the killing would end. A tinge of relief tempered her anguish as Marla slammed the knitting needle into the base of his skull. Billy grunted once and fell forward.
She gave him a gentle push into the water face first. He surfaced once, sputtering and choking before disappearing into the watery darkness.
“Sleep, baby, go to sleep,” she said, through her tears. “Your brothers and sisters are waiting for you.”
