Fears…
In the blink of an eye, fate can change your whole world, affecting your stability and mental capacity. An idle mind is the devil’s playground. Don’t let your mind wonder. Keep it focused and in tone. While you are sitting back relaxing, your idle mind is still running hard, coming up with scenarios and consequences. Your thoughts and fears begin to grow. Have you ever sat back in a nice quiet room, no one else in the house, and started recalling crime stories from TV? Just really let your mind start to wonder and see how far it will go. Will every creak and sound be more noticeable? I’ve heard stories of people dropping babies in commodes or placing them in a trash bag and throwing them out on the roadside. When you see a trash bag in the middle of the road and run over it, do you think what could have been in there? Did some crazy person throw their baby in the street and you just ran over it? Do you go back and see what was in the bag or do you keep driving in hopes that no one could be so uncaring as to do something so terrible? You hear of crazy things that people do every day. You could’ve just become a murderer, accidental of course, but the same. You need to be careful of some fears. The more you feed into them, the more alluring they get. Wondering if you are really afraid, wondering if it would really be that bad, wanting you to get pulled into it to try it, thinking, would you would survive if you swerved in front of that truck or if it came at you? Don’t tread too heavy there. Some people say you worry too much. Do you really, or do you just open your mind enough to realize and know what this world is capable of? All right, so you do live your life in fear, but do you really know what all you have and haven’t done, or are you too scared to open the door? You start losing all emotions for common things. So why have fear when there is nothing to lose or gain? Somewhere in society we’ve gone astray, where you’re more worried about other people’s sick minds, and it’s polluting your own judgment. Some people say exposing your fear is a way of overcoming your fear. There is no overcoming fears. No escaping fears, only displacing them to other areas to release tensions. Grasping whatever helps to get through the initial fear. So the next time you come late at night and go to bed, you might want to walk around and make sure that your family is okay, because how do you know what had occurred, the lights are already off… well, good night, and hope you find your family alive in the morning.